Saturday, March 19, 2011

I feel so disconnected. I don't know what I want and I don't know how to vocalize my emotions. Thank god my best friend is telepathic. I feel so lost. I feel like I'm buried under piles of dirt and know one can hear my cries for help. CATCH ME I'M FALLING. PLEASE HEAR ME CALLING. CATCH ME BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE. I will not slip away off of the face of this earth. I won't let myself. Be here, be present, feel the world around you. Just be. Please, just be.

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  1. I totally get that way sometimes. I also have a telepathic best friend though! Music that your emotionally attached to helps so much to ground you. Whenever I feel like my emotions are become forced and false I listen to Real Love by John Lennon.

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  2. Right. I think I just need to find that something to ground me and bring me back every time. Telepathic best friends make life so much easier. Just by a glance they know what you're thinking and what they need to do to make you feel better. I'm glad someone else feels this way.

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